KEEP IT COPESTETIC…ETIC ETIC March 24, 2011

I don’t know what that means…I just like saying it!  So when me and Ted were fighting for the bazillionth time,he said something new….I am sooooo mad and hurt still from being kept away from my babies for sooooo long. I thought Ted just hated me…The whole time I was gone he didn’t say he LOVED me one time. They promised they would bring my girls and only did it one time. That’s why I acted so krazy!!! That’s why I hitchiked home 2x’s ta see MY GIRLS !!! I didn’t care what anybody thought except for TED,JAYLEIGH,and KENDALL!!!

Ted told me that my family told him to ignore me. Not to come see me. This ya’ll  is what happens when people don’t mind their own BIZNAZZ!!!  We were prolly both cryin our selves ta sleep ever night!!! I don’t know what it is about me that everone see’s the need ta intervine….WHEN THEY SHOULD BE LOOKIN IN THA MIRROR!!!

I’m gonna give it one more shot for MY FAMILY MY DREAM,bc I deserve it just as much as u do!!! I will forgive to. Forget though NEVER…ya don’t treat DOGS the way I was treated…PERIOD END OF STORY!!!  I’m gonna give it 1 more shot….and this time NOT 1 DAYUMMMM BODY WILL front me with the way I live!!!  If u do? Just be prepared ta suffa tha rath!!! cuz I’M BOUT IT! BOUT IT! BET!!!!

PEACE

Don’t make me go KARAZZY white GUHH on you!! March 24, 2011

So aight… Ima let THA monkey outta THA bottle (pineapple express..HAHA) I gotta have laf a little ta keep from cryin!! They don’t call me ( Aunt HA HA fir nut’n) GOTTA keep it KOSHER! There I go again, gettin sidetracked…GOTTA LUV ME!! (and oooooo Tika babe,ur yazzy turned my Diva into a lesbian. I gotta stop typin ta break them up…ohhhh MA LORD, U so owe me one!!!) K now where was I… Hold up lemme go read…. Yea time ta start a new paragraph… C below / gotta member what I was gonna post about… Oh wAit I GOT IT!!! KaRaZzy white GUHH!!

So this time I SCRWED up bunches!!! It was bout this time last year. It was Kendall’s birthday! He didn’t come home for the whole weekend (guilty,it goes both ways)…so DAYUMMMM STUPID!! Anyways I hadda feelin… Y’all know how WHITE TRASH I get when I loose ma temper. (am still workin on that,step bak and look at the sitch..before u leap) I got MA feelin,and he wouldn’t answer his phone… So I loaded up MA GIRLYS and a ride I did take! Now here is where I get all STUPID! I found Ted at his ex-wife’s house… He called in sick (TED HAS NEVER DONE THAT FOR ME) when I saw his car my heart SANK… I saw RED.. and pulled out MA pocket knife and went ta town on teds tires… RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF ALL OUR KIDOS!! I sooo went there,and ASHAMED of ma self I AM!!!

Now that brings me ta the present…I have caused sooo much heartache and pain…and fir that I’m SORRY!!! Now TJ needs his daddy.. And he wants nothing ta do with me… Which is FINE!
I deserve ever thang that get’s thrown at me!!! What I can’t handle is T.J. not seeing his daddy because of me!!! They keep sayin TJ.. Doesn’t wanna come around BC of me!! And BLAME them I do NOTT!!! Ted and Holly are DunZo!!! We gave it a good run and sometimes $#!+ Happens… Just T.J. Please see ur daddy..!!!