this is ma pop
ELLO LUVz!!!!
Long time no see…
Well that is because,as usual HaHa has a lot on her plate…I am trying to get ma manuscript edited,taking care of ma little heathens, and a seperation with Ted..Man lemme tell ya what..If it ain’t somethin’ then it’s sumthin else… The purpose of this post is to inform you on a person I hold near and dear to ma heart. His name is ROGER KENNITH WILSON (aka POP).
Roger is the man my mother married a few years after my daddy commited suicied. She met him in AA. I was 10 years old when they got married. My brother and I were very jealous over someone coming in and taking our mom away. He stuck it through though,and believe me, we gave him HELL!!! Any-hoo…He stuck it out. He stayed. I more than Will grew close to him. I think it has something to do with wanting to be that “DADDY’S GIRL” kinda thing…When I was 11 I was in a BAAAAAD WRECK. I spent months in the hospital.and when I did get to go home I was still bed ridden for months….Roger would stick right by my side!!! He would spen hours just rubbing my feet or arm..THE POWER OF A HEALING TOUCH IS REAL!!!! He even snuck ma dog Devil to see me…He was a great daddy to Will to. He never missed not 1 of his base ball games. He also had another step-daughter from a previous marriage..She also was a DADDY’S GIRL” to. Even though Rhonda,Pop,and me share no blood…We have always considered one another FAMILY!!!
So we lived the AMERICAN DREAM for just about a half a second. Roger is EXTREMELY SMART. He is a master electrition…He was working at the boats making really good money!!! Then RUH RO SHAGGY…His first love (DRUGS) came back for him..Drugs had already MURDERED his 1st family. Now the BEAST is ready to go for round 2…Lemme tell ya what…it was NOOOOOOO FUNNNNNN being raised by an addicted person. Ya never knew what you were gonna walk into. Drugs make ya do crazy things…I hadda run to kelly’s one time to call the police on him bc he was wigged out. He ended up busting her parents door down and beat my head against the fire placed…He dragged me home by the hair of ma head…I’m not sayin this to make pop look bad…I’M SHOWING YOU WHAT DRUGS DO TO A PERSON!!! It wasn’t Roger that did all that bad stuff…I told ya,him SOBER he is the most AWESOME GUY in the world!!!! HIS HEART MIGHT EVEN BE BIGGER THAN MINE….A MONSTER CALLED DRUGS POSSESSED HIM. I know now that that wasn’t pop doing those things to me or ma family…It’s the NATURE OF THE BEAST inside of him…Those chemicals he put into his body MURDERED our chance of havin a family…When I was 17 everybody just went their seperate ways….I stayed at the house and got jobs and supported ma self…Will went and sewed his wild oats…my mother wasnt well then…she left and went to the country….Pop went to the streets….
Well that brings us to present day…A while back I had a feelin about him. I was sayin ma prayers with the girlys and his name popped in ma head….When GOD wants ya somewhere he just let’s ya kno LOUD & CLEAR….I tracked him down and found him in the nik of time…He was trying to commit suicide. Anyways to make a LOOOOOOOONG story short,I brought him to live with me…HE STILL ISN’T DONE…Rhonda (his other daughter) tried to…his brothers and sisters tried to…He just wouldn’t stop using…We were being robbed by him and we just couldn’t deal with it anymore…So we said ENOUGH!!! that was around 6 mos. ago….
Now pop usually would pop up or call for some ciggs and food ever so often…Well he is always at the back of ma mind,but I COULDN’T SAVE HIM FROM HIM….I tried soooooooo hard!!! SO HAS EVER BODY ELSE!!! My mom saw a report of a homeless man’s body the other day and it matched Roger’s discription. Thank GOD IT WASN’T HIM,but no one has heard from him in a LOOOOONG TIME.. I would really like to know if he is ok or not…I’m really kind of scared what I might find…I did PROMISE him,I wasn’t gonna let him die alone.My last words to him was ” PoP I love ya with all ma heart and soul!!! I want you to know that I will alwayZ LOVE U NO MATTER WHAT U DO…and you will always have a part of ma heart with you NO MATTER WHAT!!! I just couldn’t have ma girls seein him kill his self…
So if any of ya’ll could spread his pic for me it would be GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!! Oh I also made him a FB PAGE. If ya could spread the word that I’m looking for him I truly would be greatful!!!
Here is a link to my facebook group that I made for him…If you have any info please let me know there,or just feel free to join and help me get his picture out there…THX GUYz!!! http://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/248305401863926?ap=1
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