A pity party this iZ NOTT!! So I’m purty sure y’all can see how disFUNctional I am. It’s OTAY tho… I alwayZ find ma silver lining. I also know how to LAUGH instead OV cry. It really is better that way. Big girlZ don’t cry!
This is however what I’m in search for. I want a SOULMATE!!! A true soulmate… The only thing I asked out of life was to be TRULY LUV’d… I’m soooo not tryin to pat ma bak here,BUT I have shown TRU LUV to soooo many. I’m not sayin I deserve someone to love me bak bc I loved them at all. When I do or say something nice to someone…it really is from the bottom of ma heart!!
What I’m sayin is…Quit being SCARED!!! I have alwayZ worn ma heart on ma sleeve.. Sure it has gotten me alot of heartbreak…I wouldn’t trade that heartbreAk for the world…I have learned soooooo much more from life lessons than I EVER will from a $50,000 piece of paper. I wouldn’t trade ma life lessons for anything in the world. It has made me who I am today. Now while sum people think I’m off,craZy,embarrassed to be seen with,and a wittle bit dumb… I really give a DAYUMMMMM!!! I don’t care what u think about me. I never have!!! People really are ignorant. I left all of the “HE SAID,SHE SAID” back in 1st grade!!! I don’t care if ur prez or if you’re skid row… WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME IS NONE OF MA BIZNAZZ!!! Period end OV story…
What I have sought out though is a protecter!! There have been a couple of things I asked in life… I wanted a daddy…I wanted a PROTECTOR!!! I just wanted someone that would be there NO MATTER WHAT!!! I wanted someone that would drop whatever just for me. I have done it soooo many times!!! I’m not complaining bout that…I’m just tryin to find that same someone who doesn’t have the EXCUSE OF… I’m not ready…or WHATTA u wanna do for me…I WANT 100%…I alwayZ give 100%…I WANT THE RECIPROCAL!!!
Hol, I hope you find your soul mate. You deserve it. You’re a passionate person, someone who’s ready to give herself totally, and you need someone like that in return.